Are you sure??

Winning the battle is not nearly as important as just making an effort to win, right now, so push yourself, but not too hard.
You don't have to prove yourself to others, now.
You just have to keep doing what is right for you.
You have a deep well of untapped potential, but there is no hurry to bring it up to the surface.

Just take your time and appreciate the smaller things in life.
Those mountains you want to climb aren't going anywhere anytime soon!

Violently Happy

Yup, that's what i feel now...

I'm totally violently happy.

I'm not trying to be someone elses, or entering someone else's dream.
But, i have to do their part.

Sometimes, i feel my life is fake.
I'm trying to be the nicest person on earth. Trying to deal the project with them.
But, my mind is in the other dimension.

I'm still thinking of being a good director. Being a good musician.
great isn't a dead end to me, i have to be good first.

That's why now i'm feeling violently happy.
I'm happy, but i felt being raped.